If you intend to live again, 

then open your eyes and don't pretend you're feeling there's nothing worth believing. 



God, if you persist you'll die like this, 

and wither in the midst of your first season, 

cut down with no reason. 

How can you be so near and not see everything? 



If you intend to live again, 

then take the outstreched hand of the one that needs you. 

It's been so long, we've missed you. 

Why do you intend to speed your end? 

Lie in the dark and let your limbs grow weaker, sinking low then deeper. 

How can you be so near and not see everything? 



Feel what might be. See what I see. 

Again and again and again and again say you don't. 

You say you don't, but you will. 

How can you be so near and not see?


I was thinking today 

if you would remember 

you choose to remember 

what you left me out there 

in the cold days fading away 

I see you so near 

I hear your voice calling 

it calls me from these pages to you 

beyond the blue, 

so sudden too soon 

the secrets we knew 

I was thinking today 

if you would surrender 

to feelings that you tried deserting 

and if given the choice 

I?d still wait for the moment 

still wait for the moment 

when I could have 

a hero like you 

days fading away 

but I see you so clear 

I hear your voice calling 

it calls me from these pages to you 

beyond the blue.